i have been a slacker.
i just i am a slacker.
i am off the diet track too.
we had a ceremony for my friend and scattered her ashes. she is done.
i have to get on with life. i can live even if she is dead.
i don't have to be fat. i can lose the weight.
i am trying to cut out my painkillers and eventually cut them out all together. did i tell you she died of an overdose?
i am looking for a house. not as much fun as i thought!
i am packing too. i have too much stuff. i'm having to just throw more stuff in the sell pile. i am packing only the things i love. i am having a big garage sale in my own driveway. i hope i make some money. even a little would help.
i'm just in a blue funk!
and i don't have any dish-washing liquid for the dishwasher.